Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
September 26, 2008
HOLA!


My malay paper was like SHIT. I swear. The open-ended/objective comprehension was damn hard can? I was like WTFX. dang. I chop, stamp fail that one uh. But I chop, stamp get full marks for peribahasa (malay idioms) luh. Damn easy can? The answer was practically staring you in the face (cause it was easy and also cause the meanings were numbered, underlined and in bold:P).


But let's start with when i woke up.

I did the usual, get up at 5 to have brekkie then went back to sleep. was majorly tired and only woke up at 9.38 :O I woke up like 7mins before my alarm clock rang. I feel accomplished. I went to shower. Got to shampoo and condition my hair so now it's still very soft and nice smelling. Then I used the com for a bit. After that I watched Danial until bibik got back from sending Hana. Woman's got perfect timing. Came back 2mins before i planned to leave the house. Then I took the train to school. Met Hanisah at the SAM machine. She voluntarily waited cause she didn't want to go to school alone and 12.10 was too early to go to school. We reached school at 12.15 and wanted to go to the library but shorty got loose so it was closed. then we stoned(okay I stoned, Hanisah was guai and studied a little then she went to look out over the railings). And then 12.25? we went up. Liana (i think/hope/wish) was happy to see me cause she needed comforting. Her paper acc to her was hard and she didn't understand bits of her compre. Don't wory Lii. The Gurka contingent still will let you in. Death before Dishonour. Don't put your sword back till you get blood on it. Which means FIGHT TILL THE DEATH in your case, study hard and get good grades till the exam stress kills you. then i will be beside you crying my eyes out. This post is so verbose but i shall continue anyway. Had math till 2.15. Then i got my stuff from the locker and KXXHXX and XDX wanted to ask me stuff about some stuff. But i couldn't stay cause Hanisah and I had to rush off for HML papers 2&3. Which brings me back to the top bit.

AND THEN...I called XDX on the way home cause i wanted to know what was up with her and KXXHXX like in school just now. SO apparently have to watch what i do when ever i hang out with them or anybody else so that rumours don't start/spread. Cause of somethings I did which some people saw and also cause i was walking home with a FRIEND. sheeshmama(credits to Kyls). I think she's emo-mo now, she is. KXXHXX i mean. She's been major emo-mo lately. I can only sympathize with her. This reminds me of a malay idiom:
"Berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul."
It means that no matter how much we try to sympathize with someone and try to put ourselves in that persons shoes, It's harder for that person who has to bear all these problems. So basically, It's hard for me cause i'm trying to relate to her but I can't so what i do is sympathize and then its even harder for her cause she has to handle all her problems alone since no one can take them away. Wow. okay... ANYWAY, I can't go for FLH with Yin Ying, Wong because my momma won't lemme cause ill have to pay Ying back $168 for the tix. And i'm supposed to be saving for America. Plus, I also can't go and watch Twilight with DA CREWW on the 13th cause I'll still be in the US of A. I hope they don't mind waiting till the 17th to watch it. and That's if my parents let me. I also want to go for shimzayye's sleepover/halloween party eoy. I would be a pirate? Or a fairy princess or something. Maybe I can go as the FLASH(er) haha. save me money fom buying a costume. jkjkjkjkjkjk. That's immoral and damn gross. WOW. my parents'll be in a TIZZ. haha.

Shit it's still so fucken verbose mann. Wordy is good. 'Specially for essays.

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