hear my heart beat,
hear my voice speak your name,
hear it all
but you never understand that i need you.
Still, I dont get any stronger,
i'll just come back running.
will you take me for who i am?
and do it all over again?
it will never be the same
i've abandoned all defences,
and im left vulnerable.
my walls are down,
all i've known are cold, unfeeling hearts.
i wish i could leave it all behind,
i want to go where i wish to be.
i want you.
will you let me have you?
or will you let me down,
and just leave me like this?
for you alone can make my soul take flight.


"so sleep alone tonight, with no one here just by your side"

I'm tired. KXXHXX thought i was sad. Im not sure if i was. I think cause it was PMS but i don't know. I like your hugs thanks. I was comforted in class just now:D I'm tired, not just physically but mentally AND emotionally too. gosh. I wanna cry. I'm hoping this is mostly PMS. Now I'm SMSing KXXHXX and usually I'm happy to sms her or anyone really unless you're really annoying like AMb. not Ambra but AMb. Ambra is nice. Sigh. I wanna write a story now but it'd be too draining for me. Don't bite your lip to hold back your smile.


Omg. I'm tearing and hope i don't sob or at least sob quietly.

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