Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
November 10, 2008
I cant take it, i cant take it anymore


My nightmares must stop. I managed to take a nap without any nightmares, all blank but it took me half an hour to get to nap cause my mum called on phone too find out about my dad and then i had to run around the house opening the doors and stuff. Very annoying lah. But at least I had something to do.

But Anyway, I feel accomplished cause I woke up EARLY today. I got to walk and take the MRT with Nurul(my older sister) and that felt nice cause i wasn't walking alone! And also cause my earpieces spoilt so I scolded them kind of and lucky she was there if not I would look crazy(not that i'm not, just Im not that kind of crazy). I woke up at like 2am cause  dreamt about the P-lady. Too afraid to even open my eyes so i just closed them and was playing back the nightmare, it was scary.  Went to school to help out for the showcase. Ushered and stuff, some people seriously very blur leh, got signs also cannot follow, so we had to guide them. -.- but it was okay lah. My route got so many people, Kylie just stood there and was like stoned/high cause her spot only have Primary School Parents. then we counted down to 9.15 then went back to Dance Studio but Saira said we had to wait for the St. Nickoras girls, AND MR ARMSTRONG DIDNT TELL US CAN?! Like wl eh. But I thought i saw them so I said, they reached ready what... i thought, then we went up. Heh, a while later St Nicks girls came and i was like,OMFG, plzz dont get me scolded. but Mr A didn't say anything. OH! AND MY BACK GOT WET know. We had to move the shoes to under that thingy where the 'windows' outside the Dance Studio was. The white thing that slopes downwards. Yeah, so was chucking arranging the shoes there and like rainwater just gushed down on my back and Kylie's hair. I was damn pissed and wet after that. We went back in, our socks were wet, out pinafores were wet and we were freezing cold but no one was concerned. So much for compassion right? But like whatevss lah. I tried not to think about it but I was seriously pissed. Then after the refreshments(i took some dimsum and pizza bread cause I hadn't eaten breakfast) we helped clean up. Kylie and I went running around St Mike's looking for brooms to sweep the floor while speaking in our HK/China Accents. I am pleased to say that I now know what a bassoon sounds like when you don't play it properly; woody and hollow. Uh yeah, then walked to TP w Kylie, Saira and Ariaga. Went to Fairprice to get my dad some instant porridge and go to Popular to get some stuff. Ariaga was kinda hurt cause she saw Petrina but Pet didn't say Hi. So sad right. Then they went for lunch before SYF and I went home. Then went to send my dad to the doctor, doctor was closed, walked home, waited for 2.30 for the lunch break to be over, walked back to the doctor(my dad was dying from the pain-he thought he strained a muscle in his back/leg), waited, i read some SS- gave me a headache cause it was too colourful and my eyes started to hurt then my head started too, so then I stopped reading, my dad said the doctor thinks he might have a slip disk and wants him to have an Xray so he got some letter/form thing and we walked to the Xray center which was nearby. it smelled nice and had comfortable sofas in the waiting room, unlike the doctor's waiting area which smelled of sanitizer and had hard plastic chairs. Then we had to wait one hour for the Xray so we went home, then they called, collected the XRAY, went to see the doctor(again), It was just normal wear and tear, so he prescribe painkillers and some pills for the nerves. Went home-bought bananas which are now finished.   

Made some Geog notes, watched M.I. High on OKTO, that Blaine guy is cute-nice hair and cute ENGLISH accent. What is it with girls and accents? hmmm....


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