Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
February 14, 2009
What you ought to and ought not to do


I Should Be Doing Math (Homework)
But I Haven't Got A Clue What Exercise It Is That I Have To Do
Besides, We Dont Have To Hand It In and
Therefore, I Wouldn't Do It Even If I Knew What It Was.

I Shouldn't Be Staying Up Late
Cause It'll Screw My Bio Clock
And I Won't Be Able To Get Up
At The Ungodly Hour of 8AM
To Go For Tuition
To Do Math
(mehh)
And See The Annoying Boys
Who Bully Me But Need My Help For Math
Too Bad For Them, I Haven't Done Matrices Yet.
Lucky For Them, I'm Good At Virtually Everything Else.
except for sports,
my body is uncoordinated,
you should see me in PE.
Pickle Ball, pfft.

I Think The Dhol is Damn Sexy.
Haha, I Think A Lot Of Things Are Sexy
Like Gaspard, Arshavin and Sheckler.
Also Zyd's hot. (his french, intellect and personality. He dont have to look good to impress me.)
sssss, i think he is, don't matter to me if you don't. (i'm honest that way, thanks to my lack of tact)

I Shouldn't Be Fantasizing About A Boy I (prolly) Can't Have,
But Hey It's Nice To Think You Have A Chance
Too Bad I'm Pretty Dumb (in a lot of ways)

I Shouldn't Be So Deep/Inquisitive/Curious
For Such An Insensitive/Over Emotional Girl

I Should Blog To Keep This Thing Alive
But Not To The Extent Of
Not Doing Homework and
Posting Too Many Times.
I'm Bored.
I Really Don't Mind Going To School
Cause It's Not Like I Go Out During Hols
Which Adds On To My Insane Boredom
And BoredBuddy's Phone Bill,
sorry.
My Phone's More Sensitive Than I Am.
Try Talking Through That Thing & It'll Put You On Hold.

I ought not to read my letters that make me cry (then i won't be able to sleep) but they make me feel happy and appreciated.





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