Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
February 13, 2009
Whirlwind of emotions.


Generally happy today until I got my chocolates from Kah Hui.

First reason why I was happy was cause NicKoh came back to school:D You should have seen how Ying, Liana, Kimberly, Saira and I were running to the car. haha. We thought we were late for math, but we weren't.

Second reason was cause we didn't have lit so I wasnt completely drained before Math and I really can't stand Scout now.

Third was we had a drill and the blocked the stairs, I still don't understand why they don't say the fire is at the stairs. If I was an arsonist who wanted to start a fire, I would set my MALAY books on fire and put them on the staircase. Haha. And guess what was the first thing saved? SS project that was due today. haha Seriously just ran out of class with the file.

And um rehearsals were pretty good, Fared was cool. And I have to remember the steps to teach Clara on tuesday.

We also had the adventure camp briefing so now I'm pretty psyched and i have to rent/steal stuff from Nurul and Aniq(muahahaha)

Then why I wasn't happy after seeing Kah Hui (and usually I am happier being with people I do like) was cause I couldn't get a hug from her cause M was there. Wityotch. And why I didn't hug her was cause I didn't want rumours (about us) to spread (again). And i was thinking about last year and the tumultuos EOYs. So yeah. Tabitha said that everyone thought we were together and that It was no surprise seeing as how close we were. It was just admiration; of her innocence, and affection; for someone vulnerable. But honestly, no one bothered to check with us(prolly cause it's none of their business). Seriously, I wouldn't date a girl, unless it was like a super hot chick (which would probably never happen). I got priorities; PASSING O LEVEL DRAMA and DOING WELL IN 3/3 (suppossedly the best class academically and people than 3/1 and 3/2 hahah!). You won't see a boyfriend up there any time soon (unless he asked me out before after O levels haha bet that confused you a little).





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