Today was a I-Am-Feeling-Lazy-And-Since-It-Is-My-ONLY-Free-Day-I-Shall-Not-Bother-With-Homework-And-Leave-The-House-In-A-Mess kind of day. The kind I get at the middle of every week, esp during school weeks and this is supposed to be a school vacation. The whole point of a school vacation is for students to rest BY avoiding school but 0ne-week breaks aren't really one-week breaks. more of you'll-never-get-a-break kind of break. which makes me wonder why my parents never do give me a break, even when they're both teachers and thus they should understand how I feel since they live the education system too. Bloody homework.

Sometimes I regret having offered to do crew. I admit, I am jealous of the cast. And sometimes I think that I'm better than some of them. Which is very (insert appropriate adjective here) of me. But honestly speaking, some of them don't believe their roles. And thus their energy is very low which in turn affects the quality of the play. All I'm thinking to myself is maybe I could do better.




Cauterize is so soothing, I HEART THEM.



"there's something about the way you used to be"