Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
March 28, 2009
Do the dance


This week's been very bearable. I've just been going through the motions. We didn't have much homework to do which is good, SYF piece is coming along nicely. I feel very alone. I'll tell you why even if you don't want to know. Cause that's just it. You don't want to know. I'm trying to talk to you but you don't seem to listen. Most of the time you are either distracted or talk to me like I'm stupid. It's my opinion so don't you fucken dare to tell me "NO, It's blah blah blah" cause If you don't wanna see how I justify my opinion then I don't bout want to hear it. If I offended you or something then tell me. "Cause there's something 'bout the way we used to be". You know, I never noticed this about you before but you always seem to talk to me in a very condescending manner. I think people are getting bored with me. So whatever, I won't let it get to me. I can always make new people.


Anyway, I'm starting to really feel The Little Prince. At the end I just want to cry. It's so sad to leave someone you love. And I get it.





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