Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
March 04, 2009


I have found out 3 things today, one about myself, another about Bunny and the last one is about someone whom i will not name. One, someone does not like me because she says I'm fake. Why? because she assumes that I have a fake accent and that I try to be British. Just so you know, just because I wish to enunciate and pronounce my words well and use proper grammar does not mean that I want to be British. Hello, have you not heard of the 'Speak Good English' movement here in Singapore? I'd appreciate it if you did not just assume that I want to be British. I hope you know that the British have given many people great 'headaches'? If they did not have a divide and rule policy, things would not be so bad in Sri Lanka. It's because of you that I spend less time in mother tongue class. Please even Bunny doesn't like you which is why we study in the library during Malay. All I have to say now is, I'm sorry ma'am but you're on your own.

Bunny is so bad know. Shes two-timed someone. Tsk tsk. and this happened in P6. Aiyoh. In P6, all I was worried about was not getting canned for not etting 250 for PSLE (and I didnt get 250, 232 and I never heard the end of how big a disappointment I was-now the topic is at rest thank god).

He is such a cheat. A liar. A perv (to a certain extent). I can't believe I liked (and still do, a little though he aint worth it) him. He likes me back but has a girlfriend. Do you know how sad that is? Especially for the girlfriend. OMG! What if she finds out and wants to start a fight? No! I have goals to reach (most prolly unlike him but i don't know her so who am I to judge?). And He still got the cheek to call me cutie. OMG, he ought to get slapped. I deleted all the smses from him, not because all of the smses in my inbox was from him but cause it was full so Ah Chan couldnt sms me for a while.

And on a lighter note, yesterday was 3/3/09! Happy Birthday 3/3 :)





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