Heart's A Mess
it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
October 31, 2010


I'm still angry. Very, very angry.







12:31 PM
October 30, 2010
To Helen by Edgar Allan Poe (1831)


Helen, thy beauty is to me
Like those Nicean barks of yore,
That gently, o'er a perfum'd sea,
The weary way-worn wanderer bore
To his own native shore.

On desperate seas long wont to roam,
Thy hyacinth hair, thy classic face,
Thy Naiad airs have brought me home
To the beauty of fair Greece,
And the grandeur of old Rome.

Lo ! in that little window-niche
How statue-like I see thee stand!
The folded scroll within thy hand —
A Psyche from the regions which
Are Holy land !





4:03 PM
I love this song. It empowers. Ahahaha.







3:05 PM
October 28, 2010
Two 'Undredth post, innit?


Only a poem is worth my 200th post. It is a veh significant thing.

pen in my hand,
heart on my sleeve
your love's not forgotten
in you I believe
hold me close
you'll be safe
now is all that matters.

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9:05 PM
October 26, 2010
Who shot that arrow in your throat?


Gloria, we lied.
We can't go on.

I think it's pretty cool how hydrogen is the only element that can lose ALL it's electrons to form an ion cause it only has one. It's special. Haha. Am I the only one amazed by this? Haha.





8:36 PM
The devil's language 'tis lust.


The math paper today bored me to boredom. Haha. But seriously, I was bored. I took an hour or so to do the whole paper and spent so long checking my work. Of course, I made careless mistakes what with my inability to think clearly after 18(?) math problems and the insane boredom. Yes. I was bored. And OH EM GEE! The invigilators do not know how to dress. it was really bad. Okay not all. One lady has looked really good all the times I've seen her invigilate (3 times so far, 2 days.) JUST ONE OUT OF A 2419y517275357160561 WOMEN, JUST ONE LOKED DECENT. All the men, I can't comment lah. They all had on shirts and trousers and black shoes. So obviously they were presentable. Haha. I am feeling so mehh now. I should go take a shower, have dinner and memorise lit quotes. Ta!

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6:19 PM
October 25, 2010
Now that I've found you (again), I won't ever leave!


Haha. I am really happy. Happier than I've been in a while and it's because my life-changing exams are finally here and soon they will be over. It also doesn't hurt that the first paper was pretty good, or at least for me anyway. And I'm looking forward to my math paper tomorrow. I'm gonna have fun. & if you think I'm crazy, well clearly you just started reading my blog. I LOVE MATH! It's my favourite subject. Some people struggle with it but I'm lucky enough to just get it. I did suck before but after hard work, it was like a whole new world opened up to me and solving sums became a fascinating process. Omg, I am a total nerd/dork. Haha. Oh well.

Tumblr never fails to make me laugh. I look crazy laughing at the computer screen but seriously, the pictures and memes are FUNNY!

OH! OH! AND SKRILLEX IS AN AWESOME ... musician? IDK what he's called but I LOVE HIS NEW EP! It's really good. I can't get With You Friends out of my head and the songs are durtayy! My subs are blown. Haha.

I hope that made sense. You can tell the extent of my happiness now can't you since I'm rambling and giddy with laughter. ahahahahaha.





10:28 PM
October 24, 2010
OMG! I AM BACK! HAHAHA.


I can't believe I forgot about this! I haven't blogged on this in over a year! My last post was on the 8th of July if you couldn't tell. Haha. I read all my past posts and feel like I've missed the way I've been. Though it's not like I'm an entirely different person now. I think I've grown up a bit (fortunately/ unfortunately?) haha.

Major MAJOR exams tomorrow. I'm psyched and nervous and realy, really worried at the same time. I shouldn't be sleeping this late but it's an English paper and in the afternoon so what the hell.

I love my old poems. Haha. Like omg, they weren't bad at all! Even if I do say so myself. I do notice that while I'm typing, I still have my annoying 'Haha' habit. Though I'm sure you've realised that by now. haha. Lol. ahaha. Omg, that was like a triple 'haha'. No, i'm not gonna do it here, but I am laughing irl.

I sound psycho. Maybe I am?

"I can feel my mind wandering again
And to where I don't know
Will I ever get home?"





11:23 PM