it makes no sense but i'm desperate to connect
November 30, 2010
Her voice is AH-MAYYY-ZING!
And doesn't the song ring sweet memories?
10:10 PM
Hit me with lightning.
I love this song. It's even better in a DnB remix. Haha.
Next thing, we're touching.
9:49 PM
November 28, 2010
I love my new bb ^^
I wish you were here
With me as I lay to sleep
I miss your warm touch
10:15 PM
November 24, 2010
My body clock is very screwed, I know.
My roomies <3>
I just felt like putting something up cause this feels so barren and I, so empty. I'm bored and life no longer has structure and its usual rigidity which makes me feel so lost. I've spent so much time studying (hah!) and now that I am without it, everything I do seems meaningless, devoid of any actual impact on the course of my life. How... pitiful.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, MY SOCIAL CALENDER IS COMING ALIVE! I've got the class party tmr (Thursday, considering how it is already Wednesday.) and I'm going ICE SKATING ON MY BIRTHDAY with a dinner at Porta Porta the night before <3
Boy do I sound schizophrenic. I love that word. Schizophrenic. Very nice word to spell, that is.
1:17 AM
November 23, 2010
I haven't blogged in a while. A big change from last time when I used to blog obsessively, compulsively.
I've been feeling pretty lonely lately, the "I'm single again, have been for a while but still can't get my mind over him" kind of lonliness, which sucks to no end. I don't want a rebound guy to take my mind off of him because that wouldn't be unfair to the new one and I don't think I can land one right now, even if I wanted to. Haha. I don't get why I still like him. There were a lot of things I loved about him but essentially, I loved him. I wanted to be with him every second of the day if he'd have me because I felt sick without him. That's how I feel now. (Also, partially because I am ill.)
HEART, PLEASE STOP HURTING. BRAIN STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.
12:44 AM
November 06, 2010
9:39 PM
9:39 PM
Life is so boring now. Sigh. I want to love you but I have this feeling I actually don't anymore. This is supposed to be a good thing. But it doesn't feel good. Heart, Y U SO ANNOYING?
6:23 PM
November 02, 2010
It's almost over.
9:24 PM