I've been feeling pretty lonely lately, the "I'm single again, have been for a while but still can't get my mind over him" kind of lonliness, which sucks to no end. I don't want a rebound guy to take my mind off of him because that wouldn't be unfair to the new one and I don't think I can land one right now, even if I wanted to. Haha. I don't get why I still like him. There were a lot of things I loved about him but essentially, I loved him. I wanted to be with him every second of the day if he'd have me because I felt sick without him. That's how I feel now. (Also, partially because I am ill.)

HEART, PLEASE STOP HURTING. BRAIN STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.

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