Watched rugby till late this morning, round 'bout 0032. OWEN FARRELL IS WAYY HOT. Haha and then I went to bed. I woke up at 5.43 (i know cause i checked the cable box) cause i was having fits of coughing and i was wheezing/gasping for breath. It was really bad cause i couldn'tconcern until i was hit by sudden hacking coughs. He was like," Qistina, WHAT IS WRONG breathe when lying down and I was still tired so i didn't know what to do. Thinking that maybe if i watch a little tv, i'd drift back to sleep, i did only it did no good. My brother woke up and was like WTF Is up with you? so i wheezed back sick. My dad came out and showed no sign ofWITH YOU?" but it wasn't concerned at all. It's tone was more like "why the fuck are you coughing so loudly so early in the morning?" Then he went back to watching the reviews of last night's premier league matches. Then my mum came out and i was like," MUM *coughcoughwheezewheeze* I....CAN'T...............breatheproperly.....heeehooooheeehooo" Thank God for my mum who actually cared. She told me to sit up and prop my legs up. Only cause she scolded him, my dad got up and massaged/squeezed my toes, which hurt... He was like "This is all because you don't sleep enough." Pretty rich coming from the man who says I sleep too much and who makes me get up at 9/10 AM when I fall asleep at 1/2/3/4AM the same morning.

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I miss a lot of things right now. But life's been good. It's Christmas already and the year has almost gone. All that time lost. But nothing is wasted, if you can still change it. And you know what they say: A new year, a new beginning. I don't want to begin again so I'll just keep building 'cause you can't really begin again. Time waits for no man, what's done is done. Life will go on, we'll keep making mistakes and when we right them, we'll be successful. We'll be better. Life will go on and I choose to move with it. The past will always be the past. The past has always been. The future is yet to be but it's already you're own. I sound like a crackpot.

Though I don't celebrate it, Merry T-mas everyone :)

i know why i feel this way and i want it to fucking stop. now.

Today was another pretty good day. Went for a late lunch with Kylie and Tasha (L) They gave me freebies- much obliged, beetches. I've missed my DEP beetches so lunch with the two of them (1/4 of DEP '10) was awesome. I miss school now.

Today was a pretty good day. Went swimming in the morning then had lunch at CPK followed by the devouring of an Awfully Chocolate Super Stacked Cake in celebration of Nurul's 19th birthday today. After, Niq and I went over to the cousin's to play GH Warriors of Rock. Haha, Mike served us non-alcoholic beer (I got 2 cans of Bavaria while Aniq got the lame Bir Bintang. hahahahaha) I had to a shot of lemon syrup to my second can cause it was pure malt and had an insanely bitter aftertaste. RYAN CANNOT SING, OH MY GOD! AAHAHAHAHAHA, it was effing funny. I swear I've never laughed so hard in my life before spending time at their house. <3<3<3

I tried tuning my bass. Dear God, what a disasterrr. I totally messed it up and now my bass is out of tune... Okay, tad of an understatement- It is INSANELY out of tune. This means I can't play it until tmr when my cousin is coming over to help me. I got a book called All About Bass which teaches you the basics of bass playing. I was looking for the Dummy's or Idiot's guide but I couldn't find either version and this was the cheapest. It's a tab confusing, especially since I am a total noob whose music education is close to zero (I can still play the damned recorder but I can't sing Do-re-mi correctly, neither can I read sheet music despite the 6-year struggle in primary school). Do you get a picture of how bad I'm sinking?

Thank God for WiFi and my sister's MacBook. Haha, I'm surviving :)

We were s'posed to go into KL tomoz but something's up with the car and my dad doesn't want to take the risk of it possibly breaking down in the middle of Malaysia. Uncle Rafik and fam were s'posed to go into M'sia tomoz as well but apparently he couldn't get a room till Friday. We were supposed to meet up tomorrow in KL but now, not anymore. Thank God. I wouldn't be able to take seeing Adri.

Ice skating was insanely fun. I fell on my ass twice and all the other times on my knees. Liana and Nick were always holding my hands then everybody decided not to hold me but let me skate on my own. It was thrilling going fast on the slippery ice but your heart skips beats when you feel like you might just fall over. I'll add pics to this later, when I get home cause I'm on the train home typing this out. Haha. Only at YCK :/ There were figure skaters there training, little girls in their skates and skirts and tights. Their pirouettes and twirls were amazing. The grace with which they moved was incredible. How they were able to move on the ice swiftly with such elegance is beyond me. I think I'm gonna start watching figure skating. I love you guys for making me feel special and appreciated <3<3<3 YOU GUYS MAKE ME FULL :D

OH MY GOD. I AM SO FULL. ALL THE GOOD FOOD IN MY BELLY, I COULD MERLION.
My parents gave me $200 as my present. So much money D:

Very thankful for today.

PORTA PORTA TONIGHT!