So O level results are out...

And it's safe to say that I did pretty well. I suppose, not as well as I had intended but it's still good nonetheless.

I don't know how I did it but I did and 8 points is rather satisfying. All thanks to Him and I don't mean to sound ungrateful

but I don't think I deserve what I got. I did party and slack quite a bit this year and especially during the O level period itself.

To be fair, I did put in effort and I do have some smarts. It worked out. I'm just a little weirded out by my results.

Here's a break down of what I got:

English- A1 (Thank God, I was desperately counting on this)

English Lit- A1 (BY SOME GOD-GIVEN MIRACLE, given how I always get C5/6 for lit :/)

Combined Humanities (SS/Geog)- A2 ( ANOTHER GOD-GIVEN MIRACLE since I have never passed that damned subject the whole time I've been taking it)

Math- A1 (As expected, Praise God)

A Math- A1 (Again, as expected so Praise be to Him)

Physics- B3 (This was disappointing, considering how I usually always get A1s for physics and was banking on getting A1 again:/ but it's his plan so Praise God)

Chemistry- A2 (THANK GOD because I was seriously stressed for this :/ I dropped to C5 for prelims and getting my distinction back was pretty satisfying)

Drama- B3 (Wasn't as good as I hoped it would be but then again, I'm not that great an actress. Thanks to Him for giving me a reasonable grade anyway :))

Higher Malay- D7 (Now, I thought that I might AT LEAST get a C6 but I didn't. I failed and I think it's His way of telling me that I shouldn't be so quick to give up my mother tongue)

I got a C5 for normal malay te year before so :/

I'm grateful for my grades (haha, gradeful ^^)

To all my friends who didn't get what they wanted (in a bad way), be at peace and trust in Him. His plans for us are bigger than we can comprehend. Make the best of what we have.

Be grateful that you're still living and breathing and being with the ones you love because every day you get is another chance to be better.

I sound so holy moly here and I appologise if it's a little hypocritical of me. I'm just really grateful that he hasn't forgotten me or left me alone and astray.

Inspired by Kelly, I wrote some haikus for those who are feeling depressed and need some one there for them, you guys always have me ^^

Got what I needed,

It was just what I deserved,

I'm really thankful.

Do not be afraid,

you will always have a friend

in me, I love you :)

I am here for you,

We will journey .

Please, trust in me, friend.

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